Blessed

There have been many times in my short life when I felt worthless, unloved, unwanted and many other negatives. This year, even though it hasn't been the best, I feel blessed. Fortunate even.

I have my beautiful daughter who is my life, my daily light to keep on living and fighting. No matter how hard my day was, no matter what shit I had to deal with she always has a gentle way of letting mommy know it will all be ok.

I am thankful for my best friends Kassie and Deanna. Not many people can work and play with someone and still enjoy every moment of it. They knock me back down to reality when I over-analyze things. They tell me to shut up when I'm being ridiculous. They tell me they love me just because.

I am thankful for the ability to laugh. I make jokes to make myself feel better. I don't think im that funny, but some people think im hilarious...and I like that.

I am thankful for love. Even though it didn't work out well, im glad I had the chance to. Next time, ill do it right.

I am thankful for all of my Twitter friends. Yes, I said it. I have met some amazing people off of a site that I wasn't enthusiastic about using. My Social Butterfly status was questioned and I stepped it into high gear. I haven't met all of them, but the ones that I have (even some I haven't) will always mean something to me.

There are many words to describe me: loud, opinionated, friendly, honest, loyal...but the only one I care about now is Blessed. I have not been blessed financially. I have not been blessed romantically. I have not been blessed physically. I have been blessed spiritually. This has been one of the best years of my life. And im proud of every step and every moment.