Far too long

I have been hesitant to start a post. A lot has happened since November, really since August. I havent fully spoken about what has happened openly. Throughout it all, I have remained positive and optimistic. My head is up. It came to me not too long ago. I wasnt happy with my life. My friends werent real friends. My job was stressing me out. My daily life was not up to par. I feel like I was pushed to my limit on just about anything. I can honestly say I may have lost my mind. I will not go into details. I made a bad choice in judgement. Did I do anything wrong? Technically no. My biggest mistake was trusting anyone that I worked with. Do not mix work and play. Second mistake was taking too much on myself. I overwhelmed myself. Subconsciously, I think I wanted to move on. Now, I may be making half as much money as before, but I am happy. For maybe the first time in a long time I am actually happy. Some people think that I should be sad, depressed or stressed, but somehow I am not. Things happen for a reason and those reasons are never explainable.