in the past year I have done a lot of stupid things. The biggest is letting myself fall in love. Yea, I know that sounds stupid. Falling in love only caused my heart to break.
I heard a song the other day at work. "realize" by Colbi Calley. I couldn't help but tear up. This was the song I heard the moment I realized that I was in love. The words are perfect. Now I hear it and I get mad that I could love someone who didn't want a relationship but got with someone else. I wanted it SO bad that i made something out of nothing.
No denying that we had something. That was the happiest I had been ever. But it broke my heart every time i saw him, heard anything about him or thought of him. Hearing that song brought it all back.
Everyday is another day to move on. To mend my heart. To be stronger. He did that for me. I know i am appreciated. I know that I am me. Me is great.
I know how cheesy all this sounds. I thank him everyday for breaking my heart. And for being my friend. Ill always love him but I cant feel the same love as before.
Fucking love is a bitch.
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